6/22/2004

tidal waves they rip right through me

oh blink. how i love thee. i love down by them. its awesome.

my current playlist, not the happiest one ever. some songs i love and stuff i'm in the mood for.

blink182 - down
blink182 - i miss you
matchbook romance - promise
switchfoot - dare you to move
brand new - sic transit gloria...glory fades

i dunno its been a really rough two days. i've been through all emotions, and all i can muster now is regret. i need to think everything over again, when there is nobody trying to talk to me and i dont have kasey at the door yakking or i'm getting distracted by anything.

hold on i need to quote this

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welcome to the planet
welcome to existence
everyones here, everyones here
everybodys watching you now
everybody waits for you now
what happens next? what happens next?

i dare you to move
i dare you to move
i dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
i dare you to move
i dare you to move
like today never happened, today never happened before

welcome to the fallout
welcome to resistance
the tension is here
the tension is here
between who you are and who you could be
between how it is and how it should be

i dare you to move
i dare you to move
i dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
i dare you to move
i dare you to move
like today never happened, today never happened

maybe redemption has stories to tell
maybe forgiveness is back where you fell
where can you run to escape from yourself?
where ya gonna go? where ya gonna go?
salvation is here

i dare you to move
i dare you to move
i dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
i dare you to move!
i dare you to move!
like today never happened, today never happened
today never happened, today never happened before

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that is the best song ever.

anyway where was i? i'm glad i kept what happened last night mostly to myself and now that things are somewhat resolved i dont have to talk to a bunch of people about it. and i'm defenitely not going to write it in here, even if i could figure out how to do a friends only.

so i know who fuxor is. he made a mistake, and i seriously suggest he stop posting here. you have made it totally obvious to me who you are, and if you think you'll get away with posting more stuff, you're wrong. people are getting in trouble for harassing a certain other someone in a certain other shoutbox. like serious trouble, i'm not kidding. i know you're not that bad of a person, so i urge you to stop posting. find something better to do than read my journal.

anyway thats one issue. thers one big one and then some smaller stuff going on besides

so on to happier things! tommorow i might be going to a museum in boston (i dont know which one, but i LOVE the science museum..hope its that one) with em, nate and the seilers. ohh the seilers..but nate and em will more than make up for it lol. i dunno if i can go though. i mean i'd have to be home by like 4 so i can go out with my dad. eh... so were going to see when what is happening, and if i'll be back by then.

so talking serious with someone really makes me want to stop writing. i cant anyway. not only am i not in the mood, i need to concentrate fully on whats going on. i'll write a better entry soon. i might even have to delete this one, its weird and cryptic.

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